sometimes i wish i could
tear you apart
break you down
tumble you in dettol
drown your heart in a chemical çalled love
and then assemble you again.

just do me a favour and please just not care.

i don't need to be called the obnoxious one.
the selfish one, the uncaring one, the stupid useless hopeless one.

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on a side note.

i really really really
would love for these stuff to drop on my lap like now.
the new canon digi
newurbanmale vouchers
better yet! the n.u.m. bag!
topshop voucher card
money!
my crocs or havanna thong slippers.

writer's block!
unblock!
(jumps and tries hard to make writer's block in brain to come out)