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2008-05-19T08:24:00.000-07:00

school's finally over.
and for some reason,
everything/ everyone feels so seperated.
feel like school's the only thing
that brings us togther now compared to before.
where we were driven by friendship
everyone's just busy with their own lives
including my own.

i miss gretel, pam pam, xin xin,
grace grace, gor liap, ming ming,
vanda, kim, asya,mel mel.

i think i should plan an outing.
that should do the trick.

night world.

2008-05-14T08:21:00.000-07:00

EXAMS BE GONE LIKE NOW!~

i hate the feeling of useless-ness
being unworthy, and of pretty much no importance.

2008-04-27T00:32:00.000-07:00

sometimes i wish i could
tear you apart
break you down
tumble you in dettol
drown your heart in a chemical çalled love
and then assemble you again.

just do me a favour and please just not care.

i don't need to be called the obnoxious one.
the selfish one, the uncaring one, the stupid useless hopeless one.

---
on a side note.

i really really really
would love for these stuff to drop on my lap like now.
the new canon digi
newurbanmale vouchers
better yet! the n.u.m. bag!
topshop voucher card
money!
my crocs or havanna thong slippers.

writer's block!
unblock!
(jumps and tries hard to make writer's block in brain to come out)

2008-04-18T19:10:00.000-07:00

i'm tired.
i want holidays.
i need holiday.
exams hury end.

i've been quiet.
really quiet.
i just don't feel like talking.
and i hope you understand.

with love,
mellie

2008-04-12T20:42:00.000-07:00

i know it's been ages like ages
since i last blogged.
but school's been too busy, i've been too drained.
physical, mental, emotional.
you name it, i felt it.
anyways, yesterday was a blast!!!
with company of grace, T jan, lindis, gretel and van.
we hard rocked.food was awesome.
played a little trick on van.=))
went drinking after that, i swear we were,
idiots, laughed the night away.

haven't done this in a long time.
but it was fun.=))

i'm down with a flu!
stupid stuffy flu.

exams are here.
alot of unfinished assignments,
wonder if i'm prepared at all.

oh wells, have a good weekend you guys!

2008-03-18T21:42:00.000-07:00

i missed school again.
i messed up again.
why did i mess up so bad?
i have to be so hard on myself.
if not i'll never learn.

gretel.strangle me please.

i'm gonna now indulge myself
in chocolate ice cream.
and run for sace dance later.

2008-03-11T13:24:00.000-07:00

i haven't been around for ages.
please pardon my hiatus.
but i've been busy.
too busy, too emotional, and too messed up.
please wait while i try to organize myself and my life.
gretel has just been such a doll.=))
here's the pictures that i owe you guys.
my bad.

holiday plans are underway.
gretel. up for it?

i went for a manicure to distress.
(but it didn't exactly work)
i wanna go shopping!
retail therapy!
(i'm not a bimbo NOR a BIM BIM ok)
i wanna cut my hair.
do something with myself!

2008-02-21T06:27:00.000-08:00

Happiness doesn't make us,
rather we make happiness.
I've been a pretty responsible this week.
(aside from not paying my bills)
I've been going to school everyday.
doing my best for each lesson.
pretty satisfied about it.

many performances to watch!
i can hardly wait!x)

2008-02-13T01:03:00.000-08:00

i couldn't sleep.
so i decided to blog.
i haven't blogged in ages.
i was busy, got tired and thus lazy.

CNY was not bad,
despite the little incident that happen.
but nevertheless i enjoyed myself.

fell sick shortly after.
got dirty look from a certain somone
who didn't believe or rather couldn't be bothered
to realise or see that i really am.
_________ must be having a bitch fit or something.

valentine date with gretel on thursday!x)
i can hardly wait!x)

van thinks that i'm stressed.
she says she sees symptoms.-.-"
---
some pictures before i go

night world

2008-02-05T07:53:00.000-08:00

Quiz for valentine's day!

1.Do you like anyone?
- like?

2. Are you flirty:
- no.

3. Are you a player?
- No.

4. Would you get back together with any
of your ex's?
- depends

5. Have you ever kissed anyone on your
top friends?
- yes?

6. Do you want a valentine?:
- i have one!x)

7. Have you slept over at the opposite
sex's house?:
- Never!

8. Do you prefer group dates or single
ones?
- what's that?

9. Would you kiss light or makeout
- what's that?

10. Do you like cuddling up while
watching a movie?
- YES!

11. Any plans for valentines day?:
- yes?

12. What's the best valentines day
present for a girl?
- Surprises.

13. For a guy?
- there is such a thing as a guy?

14. Are you single or taken?
- must i answer?
---
school's been inconsistant
but nevertheless better than last semester.
did a mani with pilar today!
mine's already rotting.haha.

cny is around the corner,
and i can't explain/ describe to you
how annoying, disturbing and traumarizing cny music is.
it kills the youth in me!
(melts away)

anyway night!

2008-01-29T19:31:00.000-08:00

I'm FRUSTRATED WITH MYSELF!
can i go die?
give me some skills, of dying without pain!
kthanxbai!

ok after thinking i don't think i want to die.
=X, van will kill me, grace will dig me out of my grave,
my folks will make sure i wake up to finish my unfinished business.
and gretel will not love me anymore.=((.

I want to be alive!
alive i tell you!
alive!!

2008-01-25T16:49:00.000-08:00

The long awaited photos that
i've been meaning to publish
goodness it felt like i was holding my pee.
while finding for someone with a cable.
(random)

outing yesterday with grace grace, gloria
terence, evan, alvin, van van and myself.
watched the house, but it wasn't very good though.
i still prefer body #19.
but the blood in the house looked more real.
"BUNDUNG!.." haha.

i gotta run, gott go work.
sorry i got lazy to update titles.
but ah, you know the regulars.=))

2008-01-23T20:32:00.000-08:00

"Hope dangles on a string
like a slow spinning redemption."

FUCK.

I just wanna run away right now.
i think i'm quite messed up again.
can i go clubbing?
maybe i should just bottle a little more and then
when i'm filled to the brim,
i should go clubbing.=))

2008-01-22T03:27:00.000-08:00

I LOVE TODAY!

AND I LOVE GRETEL FOR ALWAYS BEING THERE!
(pictures will be up soon)

SEE YOU GUYS TOMORROW!x)

2008-01-21T00:41:00.000-08:00

Olivia Ong- A Girl Meets Bossanova
i love her songs.
i'm trying to find her CD
Someone tell me if you spot her CD
absolutely love her voice,
after shou yi played it in the studio.
(stay a little longer at theabnormalmajority to hear her soothing voice)

dance works practice starts this week.
i'm gonna be busy,
i guess it's a good thing i'm kept busy.
time will pass by faster.

”Memory is a way of holding on to the things you love,
the things you are, the things you never want to lose.”
-Kevin Arnold

i feel like a jerk for not going to school.
i feel irresponsible, and rebel-ish.
and it's very bad, but i am going to school tomorrow.
I MUST. it's only the second week of school.
can i bang my head against the wall?

van's left for camp, and will only be back
in about 5 months, but short term, she'll be back this friday.
and i can't wait.=))

i smell brief scents of you,
i miss you.

2008-01-17T18:46:00.000-08:00

I've already missed 2 school days.
but today was a total reason!
my tummy hasn't been treating me well at all.
wonder if it's the gastric flu.
i'm going to school soon,
just want to rant about how things are looking up for me.
and how i miss my girls, cause apparently there's a new comer
in their group of girls,
and that kinda prevented me from clicking.
(ok not that i prevented me)
i don't want to be dissed by someone that doesn't take charge of me.

i miss gretel, grace and pam pam.
our outings and blah blah blah!
=))

i'm really lazy to put a tagboard.
i'm really sorry.=X

i miss the holidays!=((

2008-01-16T07:19:00.000-08:00

i just had to post this

TAURUS- THE BAD BOY OR GIRL
(4/20-5/20)
Very high appeal. Love is one of a
kind. Very romantic. Most caring
person you will ever meet! Entirely
creative. Extremely random and proud
of it. Freak. Spontaneous. Great at
telling Stories. Not a Fighter, But
will Knock your lights out if it comes
down to it. Someone you should hold on
to.

PISCES - THE SEX ADDICT
(2/19-3/20)
EXTREMELY adorable. Intelligent. Loves
to joke. Very Good sense of humor.
Energetic. Predict future. BEST
kisser. Always get what they want.
Very Attractive. Easy going. RARE
Find. GOOD when found. Loves being in
long relationships. Talkative.
Romantic. Caring. NOT one to mess
with!!!

(you know who you are)

i'll rant more later.
need to help the lil one with homework.

p.s. my english standard is totally dropping.
and i need to read, my long awaited story book!

2008-01-01T23:45:00.000-08:00

I can't believe school's about to start.
Placement test this monday.
(groans like omg)
Intensive ballet class is starting on the 8th.
School's starting in a week's plus time.
(groans)

Looking forward to it,
but not looking forward to it.

Omg, just realize i have to sign up for my modules,
And find my pass, i misplaced it!=X

bye!

2007-12-30T00:43:00.000-08:00

The year's coming to an end.
but it feels like it's a continuous process
day after the next.
and my girls (gretel, grace pam)
know how much this year has been a roller coaster
journey for me.
(not that it's a huge issue, or any bigger than others)
and i'm thankful for having them
they make everything so much better.
they never fail to make me laugh, to make me feel loved.
having them to end the year with,
makes everything so much better.

I love you girls.
see you very soon!
---
been thinking about my new year's resolution.
and well, i think it's pretty reach-able.
and attainable.

will blog again soon.
tagboard will come up soon.
will you guys tag?=Pp

Grace hurry back!

i'm craving for a vodka mudshake quite badly.
but they don't seem to have it anymore.
which is quite sad, cause it's only one of the alcoholic
beverages that i'll drink to the last drop.
meow.=((

work has been having tension in the air.
and i'm thinking twice about moving to the flyer.
you see, female managers, they don't let go and move on.
they hold grudges, start being bias,
and start giving you less schedule.
(curses and swears)
---
[edit]
christmas dinner, i had devil's curry which was damn good,
good chunk of home baked turkey!
few drinks,yummy chicken, soup, suji(?) cake, damn hot nonya curry
can't remember what else.
thurston's birthday suprise was a blast as well.
the cake with his face on it was so cool!
i want it too!
i want a birthday suprise!haha.
wondering how i should spend my next birthday.
not the biggest event in the whole world but well.
it's still a birthday, time to celebrate![/edit]

it's time to start losing weight
to get ready for ballet intensive.

"why would you wanna play with the heart,
that's already crushed and broken into a million
god damn atom pieces..."

2007-12-30T00:30:00.000-08:00

Pictures from the past few days.
I'm Missing my girls.
can't wait to see them soon.=))

don't go breaking my heart..."

Pilar, small little Aminah and I

Aminah and I with out nonsense

My Future Boyfriend

Aminah, Future Boyfriend and Me

Tobias and Thurston

Thurston's Birthday Suprise

Mabel and her nephew

Can you tell who baked it?-.-"

post bestie's christmas party

Nadyra and I

Su darling and I

Aminah, Nadyra and I

The Best Friends

Pilar And I

Aminah And I

Bye World.

p.s. Kate Moss' skinny jeans are so a good buy!
good material, totally comfy, even if i do look fat in them.
i still wanna buy them, from 149, they're 73~?!
1/2 price!

2007-12-24T13:14:00.000-08:00

merry christmas and a happy new year!
pictures later!
i'm imeem-ing.

2007-12-23T20:17:00.000-08:00

I'm too critical
and maybe i haven't been the nicest girl on earth.
and my reasons if ranted would be excuses
and obviously people wouldn't believe.
after the countless incidents what have been happening.

i should just shut it
and keep things to myself again.
everytime i open up, things go wrongly
misconceptions happen.

[aren't i good at fake blogging?=)but for a first i mean what i say here]
i'm just gonna shhhhhh.
but i apologise for being a bitch
and saying the " mean" things that i don't know about.

joven dearie is leaving for genting with a blackened mood.
poor child.hopefully she'll feel better when she gets there.
alvin and the chipmunks are coming my way.=))

ciao!

i love you guys!
MERRY CHRISTMAS!!
i miss you all!

2007-12-23T04:09:00.000-08:00

swan lake overall was boring.
but i did enjoy the live performance.
after not watching one for like a long long time.
cause dancers were a little clumsy.
especially the lead male dancer.
the lead female however was the only girl
i was wathing throughout.
she's good!

after which clubbing with
joven, zaeron, nora, grace, and samuel.
quite a weird combination of people.
but nonetheless, i enjoyed myself.=))

it's a feeling i can't describe
but i wanted it to last forever

2007-12-18T20:20:00.000-08:00

Christmas is coming
christmas is coming!
no tree up yet.
presents have yet to be bought.

whooptidoo.

dinner on saturday with the lovelies.
birthday dinner party tomorrow with bro.
dinner party on monday tuesday, wednesday thursday.

omg, fattyland here we come!
i'm going on a diet soon
after christmas.

2007-12-16T03:58:00.000-08:00

malaysia was a blast!
(i'm so lying)
and i'm back feeling all refreshed!
(i'm lying)
pictures up soon!
did lots and lots of shopping!=))
and christmas shopping list got a little shorter!
bought some stuff for some special people already.
you guys better love it.

ciao !

tuesday wednesday 4-10
sunday 10-4

2007-12-06T20:08:00.000-08:00

Ungu - Kekasih Gelapku lyrics

Ku mencintaimu, lebih dari apapun
Meskipun tiada satu orang pun yang tahu
Ku mencintaimu, sedalam-dalam hatiku
Meskipun engkau hanya kekasih gelapku...

Ku tahu ku takkan selalu ada untukmu
Disaat engkau merindukan diriku
Ku tahu ku takkan bisa memberikanmu waktu
Yang panjang dalam hidupku

Yakinlah bahwa engkau adalah cintaku
Yang ku cari selama ini dalam hidupku
Dan hanya padamu ku berikan sisa cintaku
Yang panjang dalam hidupku...

Ku mencintaimu, lebih dari apapun
Meskipun tiada satu orang pun yang tahu
Ku mencintaimu, sedalam-dalam hatiku
Meskipun engkau hanya kekasih gelapku...

Ku mencintaimu, lebih dari apapun
Meskipun tiada satu orang pun yang tahu
Ku mencintaimu, sedalam-dalam hatiku
Meskipun engkau hanya kekasih gelapku...

Ooh...

Ku mencintaimu, lebih dari apapun
Meskipun tiada satu orang pun yang tahu
Ku mencintaimu, sedalam-dalam hatiku
Meskipun engkau hanya kekasih gelapku...

2007-12-06T19:43:00.000-08:00

gretel's back from japan.
grace MIA!=((
feel like i've not met her in ages!

time is ticking,
and i'm no where near finishing.

2007-11-27T19:01:00.000-08:00

PAY IS HERE!
but i got other things to do with it first.
bah,stupid thingy.

Pay Bill
Pay Bill
Pay Joe
Shopping.

I dreamt last night!
i like the dream,
but the dream won't come true.
=((

2007-11-25T21:33:00.000-08:00

Christmas is coming and so is pay!
and i'm excited!=))

party and Pilar's
party with lovelies
party with family
clubbing with the cousin/aminah/su/dude/lovelies

CHRISTMAS LIST
more wisdom
Colbie Caillat CD
a cute condom for my ipoddy
junk food shirts
shirts with the different days
My little pony plushies
a topshop card
converse black sneakers
to lose 5 kg
emotional freedom from the family
Ade

THINGS TO BUY
craneberry set(gretel)
personalised cap(dude and i)
rubics cube(grace)
puzzle(pam)
personalised shoes for (pilar and aminah)
PSP (ness and dad)
MP3(mummy)
ang pao for ma ma
?(ade)

SHOPPING LIST!
new denim skirt
a new pair of jeans
new shorts
berms
shoes/ dunks
belt
cap
tops
jacket
O Skool Hip Hop

sleepover at gracie's tomorrow.=))

gonna do old folk's home visiting this year for christmas.

blast from the past pictures

Yanni Grace and I

Unsuccessful unglam picture of us trying to do the envelope
Look at my FATTY LEGS!
LOOK!

Shou, Grace and I

bye world

2007-11-24T23:44:00.000-08:00

OASIS man SPA

Roses

More Roses

Hafiz the Mat

Orchard Scotts Residence

Sheryl and I at Dance Chalet

This is how retarded the primary school is

St. James Powerhouse

Grace dear and I

Yanni and I

Three of Us

Three of Us plus Pam Pam

Shinn Bro and I

The good english in Shanghai

The three of us at Toys 'R' Us

Bought for them M&Ms

SAC juniors at their first try at improvisation

Party at St. James last night
with shou, ming, charlotte, yanni, grace, pam pam.
bumped into zoexile, shinn, blue shirt guy.
(have no idea what his name is)
company was nice, but club wasn't.
songs got boring after a while.
they started repeating itself.
conclusion: night life is fun once in a while.
but i'm not that kinda girl, with that kind of practice.
and i'm glad.

I was offered an associate manager position
at build a bear, thinking about it
but highly doubt i'll accept the offer.

Been helping dad at his work place.
honestly, i've never met that big of an
adult, be that bad at handling responsibilities.
(not talking about my dad)

Dance Chalet was fun, was able to catch up
with miss ong and the small kids.

Outings with the girls,
was fun, but it seems that we seem to
go out only on days when we're oober tired.

that's about it for now.
bye world.

time isn't on our side
time isn't on my side.
every minute passes as though it was an hour
every day passes as though it was a week
every week passes as if it was a year
and i miss you lots

2007-11-22T07:22:00.000-08:00

it's this sinking feeling
i can't let go off.

2007-11-19T17:54:00.000-08:00

pictures!!!!!!!=))
couldn't be uplaoded.-.-"
blogger doesn't like me today.
(maybe cause i made someone upset.=(( boo)

hardrock pictures with lovelies
will be up soon.=))

i predict that i'm gonna burn a hole in my pocket
by being a hardrock regular.
Mudpie heaven!
jumbo combo, mac and cheese, cheesburgers.
yummy!
next post!

p.s. i'm oober fatty now, but i don't care!
O skool, Dance Arts, SAC, NAFA( groans)
here i come!
woosh!

2007-11-18T19:32:00.000-08:00

time with the possie/school mates/bear builders
have been nothing but awesome.
more pictures to come.
but decided to blog a little.
it's finally the hols.
but yet to loosen up.
got lotsa things to do and complete
dance, dance, dance,
workshops, work,
and outings!shopping!
chirstmas shopping!
mummykins, daddykins, nessa, granny,
little azelia, possie?
new clothes and such for school.

ooh! a good active holiday!
i like!=))
out with part of the possie later.
heading to town.
pictures in next post.
ciao!

2007-11-15T20:16:00.000-08:00

pictures first!
talk later!
ciao

2007-11-14T18:26:00.000-08:00

the exam is like an hour plus away.
and i'm.... not doing anything about it.=))
(crap)

study mellie study!

it's the last day of exams today.
mght head out to melisa's father's wake.
(may he rest in peace)
and then off to hard rock with the possie
Grace dear!my MUDPIE!!!!!!!!!!=Pp

2007-11-14T02:02:00.000-08:00

i decided to go ~~public~~
and be like an everyday ~~average~~ joe
and rant about my day to day activities with who
when what why how answers.=))
isn't life so much more ~~interesting~~ now?

So hello discriminating one eyes toads
hello "stalkers" (quoted from noven)
and lastly, hello blogger.

p.s. pardon the lack of template skills,
i got lazy.

Improvisation and Music later on.
OMGZOMGWTFBBQ NUUUUUUUUUU!!!
chrsitine
postive
negative
symmetric
asymmetric
initiation
flexibility
mobility
baroque period
classical
symphony
major
minor

(faints and dies)

2006-12-18T20:22:00.000-08:00

lala